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I went to work at the bookstore after work today, and am really frustrated right now. Sarah offered me a full-time job, but I can't take it. I'd be taking an almost 50% pay cut, and that's just too steep. It's hard though, cause she really wants me there, and it's so great to feel wanted and needed at work. The other people there like me, I like them, but I can't do it financially. She said she'd lean on me a lot, cause I'm good at what I do, and that she wanted to offer me the job first, even though she knew I wouldn't be able to take it. That made me feel so good! Blargh.
Tomorrow I'm heading up to Middletown for the first time since I left there over 5 1/2 years ago. I'm a little nervous, but it has to be done at some point. Or maybe not, but this is going to be a great party.